...not silly wishes

"And it is He who placed for you the stars that you may be guided by them through the darknesses of the land and sea. We have detailed the signs for a people who know." (6 : 97)

Starry Night by Vincent van Gogh - http://www.vangoghgallery.com/painting/

Could I stay still, feel so greatful, when I have nothing?

Is this nothingness that always scared me?

Is this?

Is it?

Is that you who guide me passed those fears?

Is that you?

Are you?

Is that still you. Who made laugh and love. Brave and have. Lame and shame. Tears and fears. Disappointed and brokenhearted. This mercyful life, greatness, sadness, and happiness. 

You mede it?

Did you?

And is this you?

Who made me greatfully happy?

In this nothingness.

While I have nothing. When I want nothing.

Is that you?

And if that you.

Will you stay there?

Stay still. With me.

Quiet in silence.

Help me to do not hate people. Help me to do not hate my father. Help me erase all pains. Help me to lose revenge. Help me, trying to do not hurt others.

And help me, to know you more.

Would you?

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