...take the next step

apakah saya sedang berdiri?

atau sebenarnya saya sedang berlari?

gambar dari sini

...little time left

Time, little time. Falling slowly like baby step when trying to get his daddy.

How to know all this things? He will learn to run someday.

...joe's head

Rain fall slowly. Night comes smoothly. Dark. Seems like a red blood turning black. Cold and freezing. Feels like snow wouldn't melt forever.


Joe's hands shake recently. Even to light up his cigarette, he can't. All of this things make him couldn't do anything. All he can do just think about his girlfriend. Is she warm enough now?


He just going to call Fred, his friend. But wait, he has to lit up his cigarette first. A lot of things flying around his head, screaming like a dead man he ever watched before.


Until he knows, something dead in his head. He lost his mind. Maybe because of a half bottle whiskey in the corner, or, fear to make an apologies and being forgiven. Is everything turn to be warmer now? Joe lit up his cigarette. And he calls Fred:


"Fred, I just killed a man. I caught him laying with my girlfriend. Now they're both dead, people can be so cold when they're dead"


Joe's making a silly face and it's tasting bitter sweet.




*totally adapted from Joe's Head by Kings of Leon (Youth and Young Manhood)

...a tired night

It was midnight. When stars have their stage, and night seems tired and want to get sleeps like any others. Don't ask me about the moon, moon doesn't come while rain fall. It was midnight after the rain.

A midnight with thousand reasons. A tired night that want to die soon.